Seriously one of these damn times, me and my good friend lappin are going to hit a big score in a multi table tournament. Ive hit some 5-8 k scores which are very nice but im talking 20, 30 40 50 100k scores... Yesterday me and my good friend Lappin agreed to sell each other 25 percent of each others action in a the "Double Duece" on fulltilt. The double duece is sooooooooo crazyyyyyyy. 22 dollars with 10,600 people in it! Anyways Lappin played fanastic and was very nitty and weaved himself through 10,591 people and made it to the final table(Btw i think i was out in 10,590th place lol). Final table payouts where juicy. First was 34,000 2nd 20,000 3rd 12,000 4th 10,000 5th 7000 6th 4500 7th 3500 8th 3000 9th 2400...........So as you can see anything in the top 5 range is really nice.
Lappin picked up Pocket Kings 2nd best hand possible. Raised from early position, everyone folded and im like great what a freakin waste. The guy in the big blind was the only one left and he happen to be the most active aggressive beast at the table (kinda sounds like me but gangstar rap didnt make him crazy). He re-raised!!!!! I was excited saying to myself "reel him in lappin". I would of prefered if lappin just called to ensure he got the rest of the chips on the flop but lappin pushed all in and the guy instant called.
Sometimes in life something that you want so bad, you might not want at all. He called and flipped over AA and I felt like vomittiing all over my keyboard. 9th place for 2400 bucks, I got my 550 for doing nothing but watching my friend play. Was so disappointed. To the point that i havent event started playing today because I know I am tilty as #$#$$#.
I talked to Lappin Via skype last night and he sounded pretty upbeat, infact i think i was more tilted then him. He told me the feeling he had was exaclty the feeling I had when i was deep in the 750k guarntee to only have KK lose to 66 and all i can say is Im ok in a girly sad voice tilted as #$#$.
Anyways people im a true beleiver in the Walt Disney, slash George foreman saying, "If you can dream it you can do it" because im living it.
First it takes a dream. Outline exaclty what you want in your dream.Be as descriptive as you can about your dream. Once you vision your dream, you know exacltly what you want. Thats Like half the battle!!!!!!! Then start figuring out what it takes to achieve your dream. Start making small goals that lead into big goals. Before you know it ur small baby steps will turn into big steps and you will start witnessing your dream become a reality and something that can actually come true.
Thats what makes life so special, you can proove all doubters wrong, You can beat all odds, If you truely believe in your heart you can do something. If you have the discipline and dedication and fire inside to truely put ur whole heart into your dream. You can do it!.
Not Many people believed i could be a professional poker player. Not many people believed I could do it successfully. Not many people believed in me. But You know who believed in me. Myself!!!!! I knew I could do it, im going to admit, it wasnt easy, i fell on my face, needed help from my family and friends to not complete fall on the floor and not be able to get up but I never gave up!. All My outlines and visions are coming true and if these small baby steps keep turning into big steps, Ill be in a mansion chilling with a beautiful wife enjoying life around the whole world =).
Chase your dream dont let anyone tell you u cant do something and more importantly believe in yourself and special things can happen.
Dont everrrrr Doubt Nick Carrillo because He will always proove you wrong.
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